Hello I am 19 years old woman from Indonesia,I have suffered
from PTSD,Depression and Bipolar Disorder,I often think about that I just want
to die,I just wanted to end my suffering and please don’t lecture me on
religion and god I have just enough
Ive been going to phsychologist as early as I was 13 years
old because my parents being really abusive to me throughout my childhood
mentally and physically they are better now they respect my choice of my life
and my perspective even tough we did have a lot of disagreement in some
perspective and views.
Ive been wanting to die as little as I was 10/12 years
old,Some of my phsychologist diagnosed me that I might have depression since I was
a kids and its just the way it is
I am thinking about death a lot in my life,I often didn’t see
a point of continuing life knowing I am death inside,my children dead because
of miscarriage when I was 15 years old and it was a sexual harassment
I watch a lot of video about doctor assisted suicide and I think
its beautiful we shall celebrate death as we celebrate birth because we gonna
be die whether we like it or not and having a right to choose how you gonna die
and lessen the suffering of yours and your loved one its important.
Lets give example of a cat or a dog when your pets its not
living their life fully anymore you can put them to sleep,because you know you
love your pet and you don’t want your pet to suffer
Why we holding on human and tell them to keep going with
suffering when you don’t even slightly know the pain that they are going
through and facing everyday
Some of the people that choose to did euthanasia was a man
from Canada he suffer from mental condition that makes her brain feel like he
had physical pain like burning and really bad and there is no way out there is
no medicine there is no cure but in Canada at that moment the mental illness or
disorder patient didn’t have the right to assisted suicide and he have to end
his life alone in a motel room because if his parents and friends is near with
him when he did suicide they might gonna be involve in a legal issue
There is also a woman who suffered from ALS basically its
gonna paralyzed your body and you lose your ability to move and do basic things
and at the ends you can only move your eyeball and she didn’t want her spouse
and children suffering see her like that and she also didn’t want to be a
burden for other people so she moved to Oregon states so she can have her right
for assisted suicide
I think my country Indonesia is still far away to even
consider this as an option my country is very religious we don’t even have
equality for woman all over the country yet not at all LGBTQ rights is also not
legal yet you also cant do abortion yet so,
what consider in some country as a basic rights here is
still not because we didn’t separated religion and legal yet so that’s what
causing it
I think we need to celebrated death as well,our views of death
is fear and loneliness,if we ever get a chance to put end of our pain and
suffering isn’t it gonna be beautiful if we ending it and saying goodbye to
yoyur loved and closed ones and have a chances to put an order before our pain
take over our body
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